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Regarding my last post.
I know it was slightly (understatement) self pitying and involved (far) too many emotions - but in the process of typing it out i at least gave some order and structure to some of my thoughts.

The part of me that's ashamed for typing it wants me to remove the evidence - luckily i'm not that much of a pussy, so i'm not removing it and i stick by what i wrote - it's how i felt at the time. (*sigh* i promise i'll stop talking about feelings and emotions - i'm gonna lay into the EU soon, just you wait)

Another thank you is due to those who read and gave kind/wise words - much appreciated, valiant knights and ninjas of the internet realm.

Anyway, all is now good in the hood - time for apathy to go and kick the shit out of destiny and write his own version of his future story.